xoxo, PAM

IT'S JUST ME,

AND MY CRAZY LIFE.

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Hey everyone, i'm Pamela. And I am 17 years old. I'm a relatively good girl. I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like chocolates and candy floss although they make me look kiddish most of the time. I absolutely adore dogs and I often go gaga over them,and i have one also. I love to sing and dance. i love LOVE music POP, HIP HOP, ROCK, you name it i LOVE it. Oh ya i was an IJ girl..

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Everyday's story

Title: can't wait

Date posted: Thursday, October 29, 2009;

Time started: 10:59 PM

Posted by: www.itsjustme.blogspot.com

i can't wait for my birthday

i am gonna have a

Pamela's

Pink

Purple

Party

hahahaha

i know very la la right

but who cares is my birthday Party

so i can have wadever theme i want

hahaha

so whoever is coming has to wear

Pink or Purple

i have to do alot of work

for the party

i have to start calling my friends

and tell them where is it wad must

they wear how to come

i can't wait i have to go get myself

something to wear i thinking something

hhmmmm girly hahahahaha

the party is gonna be super girly :)

xoxo,

Pam

Up, up, and away!

Title: all i can

Date posted: Wednesday, October 21, 2009;

Time started: 3:47 AM

Posted by: www.itsjustme.blogspot.com

all i can do

is say sorry

how should i know that he wants

to work it out

he just said that he want to

bring me back home,

i know he was there

when i needed someone

but he knows

i just want to be his friend

and thats all

and he acts like that

that is just not right

you are seeing his part only

cause you are talking to him

but you didn't

talk to me abt this

did you ask me how i feel

it's ok, you don't have to

but i just wanted you

to understand both of our sides

not just one

nevermine ok it's ok

just forget about this

i never ask you to come

and talk to me

abt this

but i am asking you to

know that i am really am SORRY

and now it is all up to you

if you want to believe me

i thought you will really

know how SORRY i am

even after writing this

song just for US, just for YOU,

but i guess i was wrong

hey i song can't chang

anything right

hey you not the only one

who thought this was lame,

wad was i thinking, :)

but Ghurl13 you should know

how much i love you

i will always ALWAYS love

the same as than, now and forever

i think i have said wad i want to say

sing wad i want to sing

so now it is all

up to YOU..........

pam

Up, up, and away!

Title: Don't Wanna by: Me ( Pamela Vijay)

Date posted: Monday, October 19, 2009;

Time started: 9:02 PM

Posted by: www.itsjustme.blogspot.com

Now that he is back

in the picture

i know that we

can't work it out

cause everytime i try

i just end up loseing

just end up looseing you

** Don't wanna leave you

I Don't wanna loose you

It feels like i'm so lost

Now i can't even

find my way

I can feel it

No I can't take it

you are going

And i have to stay

i see him taking

you away from me

you see me just

not making this work

and because of this

i am gonna loose

a friend that i

will never get

and you know

that too

** Don't wanna leave you
I Don't wanna loose you
It feels like i'm so lost
Now i can't even
find my way
I can feel it
No I can't take it
you are going
And i have to stay

i know how much

you love him and

you know how much

i love you

so if i want you i should want this

i'm sorry for being

a Bitch on a Saturday

so i'm gonna make this work

But, i'm only doing

this for you and only you

not for me and you should know

not for him, just for you

** Don't wanna leave you
I Don't wanna loose you
It feels like i'm so lost
Now i can't even
find my way
I can feel it
No I can't take it
you are going
And i have to stay

i want this now

cause i want you

my Friend, ya my Friend

thats who you are to me

even when the world

comes to an end also

you will be the friend

that i can only

try to be

** Don't wanna leave you
I Don't wanna loose you
It feels like i'm so lost
Now i can't even
find my way
I can feel it
No I can't take it
you are going
And i have to stay...............

ok this song is for my Friend

you know who

i made this song just for you

and only you

ppl can think i am

lame, i have no life or wadever

but i don't care abt them

and i want you to know i

SORRY and ILOVEYOU

i want everyone to know that

i will doing anything for my friends

cause i love them alot

so ya

i got to go now

so bye

xoxo,

Pam

Up, up, and away!

Title: too much to take IN

Date posted: ;

Time started: 3:22 AM

Posted by: www.itsjustme.blogspot.com

hey everyone, hows life?

ok today was Lynnzz sweet 16 Birthday

so we when and eat it was so fun

she didn't see it coming at all

well, it was a Suprise Birthday Party

so it was so fun

i was SUPER HAPPY TO SEE ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!!

i miss them alot so ya so anyway

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNNNZZZ.....

i went to suhee's house

for Deepavali it was nice

the food was SUPER!!!

hahaha........

so everyone who came looked super NICE

i went to Tivya's house

for Deepavali is was good

the food again was SUPER

alot of things happen on this day

which wasn't good

i was in WRONG also

and i'm SORRY for that my FRIENDS....

ok i'm sorry for how i was in

Tivya's house i'm sorry i wasn't myself

i know i was WILD and GONE GONE

i SUPER sorry for that

i don't know why i was like that

was it because i didn't sleep the whole night

or was it because i was not myself

wadever it is

i am asking you'll to

FORGIVE..........

I'M SUPER SORRY!!!!!!!!

i know you are angry

but you don't want to show

well, i SUPER SORRY ok

i really am

well, i know you need time

i will give to all the time you want

cause i really want you Super Badly

i don't know wad i will do if i Loose you

or any one of you'll

i am REALLY REALLY SORRY

and one more thing

don't stay angry with me for long

cause i don't know when i will

go (LIKE DIE)

so ya plz

make it fast

xoxo,

Pam

Up, up, and away!

Title: :)

Date posted: Wednesday, October 14, 2009;

Time started: 9:56 PM

Posted by: www.itsjustme.blogspot.com

:) in my own world :)

Well, everything is ok with

my MOM and DAD

so that is good

so anyway i MISS my FRIENDS

well i can see them in

Suhee's house cause ahe is having open

house and ahe called everyone

i think....... :)

so i can't wait :D

i MISS them so much

i can't wait to see them :D

so i will tell you wad happens

in her house

more updates will come :D

till then..........

it is

xoxo,

Pam

Up, up, and away!

Title: i hate you

Date posted: Thursday, October 8, 2009;

Time started: 9:41 PM

Posted by: www.itsjustme.blogspot.com

i HATE my MOTHER and FATHER........

no really i REALLY HATE them

i can not go here i can go there than where only can i go you tell me

this really SUCK......

they really SUCK........

i am really not gonna talk to

them no really

i REALLY DON'T WAN TO TALK THEM

they just SUCK

i can not go out with my FRIENDS

if i go than i MOTHER has to come with me

wad FUCK is this la

i am FUCKING HELL 16

one day i am gonna run out of my house

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

they are just so fuck you know

no really they are

i can not take it

they are SUPER FUCK la

FUCK IT la

i can not go out with my FRIENDS

at all :( :'(

I DON'T WANT TO LOOSE MY FRIENDS

I KNOW I AM GONA LOOSE THEM

CAUSE OF MY MOTHR AND FATHER

AND I DON'T WANT TO LOOSE THEM

this is so FUCK

the last day of school was yes.

i GONNA MISS ALL MY FRIENDS

like alot

i am gonna miss them alot

i don't know how am i gonna be

without seeing their face

evveryDAY

i am REALLY GONNA MISS THEM

i LOVE everyone of my FRIENDS

like everyone......

ILOVEYOU!

xoxo,

Pam

Up, up, and away!

Title: BYE FOR THE LAST TIME..........

Date posted: Tuesday, October 6, 2009;

Time started: 2:24 AM

Posted by: www.itsjustme.blogspot.com

i had it with you............... Mr. Bump
no REALLY......

i know i was using you to
forget Mr. Small( a guy that i like for 3 years when on with 10 months and ..... still loving him)
but i gave you alot of LOVE ok ALOT..........
but all you did was LIE to me........

THANKS ALOT

i never lie to you at all
ok la only one time that was when
when grace was with me and than i say she wasn't.............
i know you forget already
don't have to try to THINK
you always forget wad i say wad RIGHT

you think being a SWEET TALKER is good

THINK AGAIN
no really
THINK AGAIN
you lie abt this abt that
wad you say is not a LIE
you just suck ok

REALLY

I'M DONE WITH YOU

Pam

Up, up, and away!