The Girl Next Door
Hey everyone, i'm
Pamela. And I am
17 years old.
I'm a relatively good girl. I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like chocolates and candy floss although they make me look kiddish most of the time. I absolutely adore dogs and I often go gaga over them,and i have one also.
I love to sing and dance. i love LOVE music
POP, HIP HOP, ROCK, you name it i LOVE it. Oh ya i was an IJ girl..
Well, my love life is not good now so ya
oh ya ILOVE; BESTIE,
FG,
Church Friends
and
School Friends
xoxoxoxoxoxo
now i'm starting to know you,
your sister wants me to be with you
like she wants me to fall in LOVE with you
but i don't want to LOVE you cause someone tell me too
i want to LOVE cause i want to
not cause someone ask me to
don't know wad is gonna happen but i know sth is gonna happeni can feel it in my SOUL.......thats all i can sayi know you are not gonna read my blogso i can say wadever i want soi can say sth like thisi think i'm falling for you i don't know if thats GOOD or BAD but ya :D you're calling me things that
ppl won't really call me
and i LIKE it,
:) :) :) :) :)
so i don't know wad you're thinking now
but i know it is sth GOOD!!!!!!!
like i said i can feel it in my SOUL.................
xoxo,
Pam
Take a breath,
take it deep,
calm yourself
he says to me
if you play
you play for keeps
take a gun
and count to three
i'm sweating now,
moving slow
no time to think
my trun to go
And you can't see my heart beating,
you can't see it through my chest,
and i'm terrified
but i'm not leaving,
know that i must pass this test,
so just pull the trigger
Say a prayer to yourself
he says close your eyes
sometimes it helps
and then i get a scary thought
that his here means
he's never lost
And you can't see my heart beating,
you can't see it through my chest,
and i'm terrified,
but i'm not leaving,
know that i must pass this test,
so just pull the teigger,
As my life flashes
before my eyes
i'm wondering will i
ever see another sunrise?
so many won't get
the chance to say goodbye
bit it's too late to think
up the value of my life
And you can't see my heart beating,
you can't see it throught my chest,
and i'm terrified
but i'm not leaving
know that i must pass this test,
And you can't see my heart beating,
you can't see it through my chest,
and i'm terrified
but i'm not leaving,
know that i must pass this test
so just pull the trigger
xoxo,
Pam