Pamela

2010-09-22T23:35:00.000-07:00

Joey Diamond

He's so cute
aaahhhhhhhhhhh
=}

xoxo,
pam

2010-09-03T02:36:00.000-07:00

so cute
love him

xoxo,
Pam

2010-09-03T02:34:00.000-07:00

good one

xoxo,
Pam

2010-08-31T21:21:00.000-07:00

i love NIKE and PASTRY shoes......
xoxo,
pam

2010-08-31T20:34:00.000-07:00

xoxo,
pam

2010-08-31T20:33:00.000-07:00

2010-08-25T02:19:00.000-07:00

Selena Gomez Vlog #2

2010-08-20T01:50:00.000-07:00

Alvin and the Chipmunks: The Squeakquel 'Single Ladies'

2010-08-20T01:45:00.000-07:00

Waka Waka (This Time for Africa) (The Official 2010 FIFA ...

2010-08-20T01:37:00.000-07:00

Glee - It's My Life - Confessions

2010-08-18T01:14:00.000-07:00

2010-08-18T00:26:00.000-07:00

now days i just love my lips and hate
everything else on me.........
xoxo,
pam

2010-08-18T00:23:00.000-07:00

xoxo,
pam

Chelsie And mark Bleeding Love

2010-08-04T07:32:00.000-07:00

SYTYCD Phillip and Jeanine Hip hop Chain

2010-08-04T07:18:00.000-07:00

2010-08-04T07:11:00.000-07:00

xoxo,
Pam

2010-07-22T00:24:00.000-07:00

FIRST:

i must find you then

i must know you then

i must care for you then

i must like you then

i must love you then only

I CAN DANCE WITH YOU LIKE THIS…… :}

xoxo,

pam

2010-07-20T02:07:00.000-07:00

Pretty

xoxo,
Pam

forever 21 is the next stop

2010-07-18T21:35:00.000-07:00

2010-07-15T19:51:00.000-07:00

nice

xoxo,
pam

loveher

2010-07-05T21:46:00.001-07:00

iloveher
ILOVEHER
iloveher
ILOVEHER

LOOK AT HER WHO WOULDN'T LOVE HER
SHE DANCES' LIKE A
DANCING QUEEN

xoxo,
ILOVEHER......
SORRY

XOXO,
PAM

Raavan

2010-07-05T00:30:00.000-07:00

guyssssss,
go watch RAAVAN......
it is super........

xoxo,
Pam

tumblr

2010-06-29T20:59:00.001-07:00

hey you guys......

i wanted to tell you'll that
i got a tumblr.... :) hahahaha
its pamelavj.tumblr.com
hahahha soo follow me if you got it tooo
hahahaha thanks :) <3

xoxo,
pam

Mary-Kate and Ashely MADNESS

2010-06-17T22:52:00.000-07:00

Mary-Kate and Ashely
MADNESS....... :D
I LOVE THEM THEY ARE
SUPER HOT......
i wish i had a twin sister also....
:) :) :) :)

xoxo,
Pam

2010-06-02T22:05:00.000-07:00

the love is over because of a LIE
my love is gone because of a LIE
why did they LIE to me abt him
is just LIE after LIE......
my love die because of a LIE
i can't take anymore LIES plz
i just can't..........

everyone,
Mr.Bump didn't get himself
a girlfriend one week later we broke up
that was a LIE, i only found that now only
everything ppl say abt him was a LIE
now my love is the sea cause of a freaking
LIE.................

IS JUST LIE AFTER LIE
I CAN NOT TAKE IT
I REALLY CAN NOT TAKE IT
I'M NOT STRONG TO TAKE THIS IN
I JUST CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE LIES............

PAM

2010-05-29T05:05:00.000-07:00

I'M JUST SO LOST

XOXO,
pAM

2010-05-26T04:25:00.000-07:00

she is girl with a BIG HEART
BIGGER THEN THE WORLD
BIGGER THEN THE SUN AND
THE MOON AND STARS ALL
TOGETHER

and I LOVE HER MORE
THEN ANYTHING

i love all of my friends not only her la
everyone.........
SOO YAA I LOVE YA

xoxo,
Pam

take this time

2010-05-13T17:37:00.001-07:00

i would like take this time to thank Grace
i love her with all i have
thank you Grace for always being
there for me when i had no one there
you have been with me
through all the shit i when through
soo THANK YOU SO MUCH BABE
LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS LOTTSSSS....
i always thank God for giving me a friend like you
you're my angle sent from heaven
just for ME
( ok ok i know i'm being a bitch abt
just for me thingy but its true )

soooo yyyaaaaa
LOVE YOU ALWAYS OKAY
SORRY
IF I HAVE SAID OR
DID ANYTHING
TO HURT YOU I DIDN'T MEAN TOO
I DID IT WITH OUT KNOW SORRY!!!!!!!!

love you babe

thanks Grace
xoxoxoxoxoxo
Pam

forever greatful

2010-05-12T23:34:00.000-07:00

i know that you can't see me with
another guy in the same way
i can't see you with another girl
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i know you say you wanna be friends
soo i'm gonna try my best to be that great friend
but i won't lie saying that
it doesn't hurt me to see you
with another girl............

but i want to thank you
for teaching me alot
in life and love....
i'll forever be grateful
for everything babe :)

i'm okay being this
its just that i can't see you
with anyone else yet

xoxo,
Pam

i'll always remember

2010-05-09T23:17:00.000-07:00

i don't really wanna forget
i love you too much to let it go
i never told this to any guy
BUT I NEED YOU.....

i'm sorry,
sorry for everything
sorry for loving you
sorry for telling you i need you
sorry for everything we did
sorry that i can't tell this face to face
I'M JUST SORRY..................... ok...?????

but i still want you to be
happy even even if it is not with me

if you're happy being with her
then i won't stop you (i guess)
but i think you should know
that i'll be here when you need
a friend to talk to.....

but i WON'T lie that
i don't love you cause i do
ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but like my song,
you'll never know
how i feel cause
all you want to be is just
FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no mood to put my
NAME...........

best friends forever are over

2010-04-11T21:27:00.000-07:00

Best Friends forever are OVER.....

i hope we are not over

i don't wanna loose you

PLS................

UNDERSTAND..........

God i want my friend back

plz!!!!

i'm going throngh so much

and this one of the things

i don't need now

i don't want to

go through this at all

I HATE LIFE

I HATE MY LIFE

I JUST SUCK

God i hope, i pray

things will get BETTER

PLZZZZZZZZZ

THINGS WITH GET BETTER

FOR ME AND HER TOO

PLZZZZZZZZZZZZ

pam

daddy's girl forever D:

2010-03-22T22:53:00.000-07:00

WHY IN THE WORLD

CAN'T MY DADDY

TAKE THE FACT THAT I'M GROWING UP

i want to be Daddy's Girl

but sometimes you got to

give me a break.

come on i'm 17 now

you got to let me grow up

you can't be controlling me

FOREVER.......

and then when i start to rebel

for controlling me

you will be super upset

and show me face......

when only will you

let go of my HAND.......

one day i'm gonna

leave you,

so start letting me go now

so when that one day come

it won't hurt so much........

(God, help me i want

to grow up but PaPa

is not letting me)

xoxo,

pam

all i can say is that i love you

2010-03-16T01:14:00.000-07:00

i kinda like the feeling when

i'm in love

it feels like MAGIC

i know it sounds lame

but if you were in love

then you would know

wad i'm talking abt

well.....

now my friend is

feeling that MAGIC...... :)

and she kinda like it too

she also say

" he never fails to make her smile"

i know how that feels......

:) :) :) :)

i had that feeling with

Mr. Bump and Honeylove..... <3>

ok ok ok

i'm getting to loving already

so i think i should go now....

bye

xoxo,

Pam

i baked

2010-03-08T21:52:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOD,
i baked cookies today,
its not bad,
its kinda NICE...
(not bad Pamela)

hahaha

xoxo,
pam

IN LOVE

2010-03-08T05:49:00.000-08:00

i can't stand it when
you make me smile
when i don't want too,
you are just making me
fall in love with you
more in every
heartbeat,
now you are that
someone who makes
my every moment
special,
and now i love you
too much that i just
can't stop loving you....

thanks ah
thanks alot

xoxo...

sometimes ( which one do you want to do)

2010-02-27T00:32:00.000-08:00

sometimes its better to
be with the wrong person
than to see
the one you love
LEAVE.......

but for some ppl
they say

sometimes its better
to be alone than
to be with the
WRONG PERSON......

so what wad are we
gonna do
be with the person
you love and see them
LEAVE
or
be with the
WRONG PERSON
or
just be
ALONE

xoxo,
Pam

sooo....

2010-02-17T18:13:00.000-08:00

soo..
i didn't get in to the school i wanted
but it's fine, (i know it will sound lame but its true)
i asked God, if its your will for me to be
in that course than give to me
but if its not your will than i don't want it
sooo as we can see i shouldn't be in that course
that why i didn't get in...

sooo..
for my friend who needed my help
in love got it through
GRACE and BESTIS :)love them always
they told me wad she should do
and she did it and they told me
wad a JACK ASS he is and i told her :))))
so now she has her own HAPPY EVER AFTER....

xoxo,
Pam

is it wrong

2010-02-05T17:51:00.000-08:00

Is it wrong to be in love
with the wrong person
if it is then my friend
is doing sth SUPER WRONG!!!!!

she is asking me wad to do
when i myself am
not good in LOVE.....
can someone help me
to help her......
xoxo,
Pam

yo...

2010-02-01T22:40:00.000-08:00

Yo...
wads up you guys
well, life is great, good, nice and fun
right now i'm doing nth
not studying not working NTH
soon maybe i'm gonna start studying
(i hope)

i miss my S.T.C FRIENDS so MUCH!!!!
i want to see them so badly
well that all for now...
bye bye see you'll soon

xoxo,
Pam

thanks BABE

2010-01-18T04:02:00.000-08:00

My babe gave
me this which
i love very much
thank you BABE
i love it and
of coz love you too
hahaha

i had so much
fun with you
on Friday
its was fun and NICE
hahahaha
i don't know if you had fun
but i know i did,
thanks for a
SUPER day out
hahaha
I love you
forever and always

:I :) :X

hahaha
can't wait to go out with
you again.... :D

xoxo,
Pam

Human Nature to be in LOVE

2010-01-13T22:03:00.000-08:00

its just Human Nature
to be in love
so......

i just wanted to say
ILOVEYOU
i don't care wad
he said, she said
or wad
he thinks, she thinks
i'm not gonna
care about them at all
cause all they do
is just talk
(like they never fall in love like that)
but ya
they just talk
like they know everything
when they know nth.......

so now back to my life
with my father
well, his Nature
is to control my Life
from where i go to
wad i do in my life
because of him
i don't want to dream
about becoming a
Fashion Designer anymore
cause i know that it can't
come to live
he doesn't want me to
become wad i want to be
wad i love to be
wad i live to be
i don't know where am i
gonna go in life
I'M JUST GOING
NO WHERE......

i have
no control of
my own LIFE........
and ya it suck........
thanks to DADDY
i SUCK in life :)
i don't know where i am
going in life
I JUST DON'T........

:/ :/ :/ :/
'_' '_ ' '_' '_'
:( :( :( :(
xoxo,
pam

2010-01-05T21:37:00.001-08:00

My sexy is back in singapore
woooooohoooooo
i miss her so much can't wait to see
her and all of my friends :)

xoxo,
Pam

2010-01-01T02:13:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR
EVERYONE!!!!!!
I HOPE THIS YEAR
WILL BE A
SUPER SUPER HOT YEAR
FOR YOU'LL :)

xoxo,
Pam

i wish you were here

2009-12-27T23:24:00.000-08:00

I wish you were here
very thing is not going the way i want to go
and that just sucks ok..........
well, i miss you come back soon ok
love you forever and always

xoxo,
Pam

ok

2009-12-13T22:38:00.000-08:00

now i'm starting to know you,
your sister wants me to be with you
like she wants me to fall in LOVE with you
but i don't want to LOVE you cause someone tell me too
i want to LOVE cause i want to
not cause someone ask me to

don't know wad is gonna happen
but i know sth is gonna happen
i can feel it in my SOUL.......
thats all i can say
i know you are not gonna read my blog
so i can say wadever i want so
i can say sth like this
i think i'm falling for you
i don't know if thats GOOD or BAD
but ya :D
you're calling me things that
ppl won't really call me
and i LIKE it,
:) :) :) :) :)

so i don't know wad you're thinking now
but i know it is sth GOOD!!!!!!!
like i said i can feel it in my SOUL.................

xoxo,
Pam

love this song

2009-12-03T21:45:00.000-08:00

Take a breath,
take it deep,
calm yourself
he says to me
if you play
you play for keeps
take a gun
and count to three
i'm sweating now,
moving slow
no time to think
my trun to go

And you can't see my heart beating,
you can't see it through my chest,
and i'm terrified
but i'm not leaving,
know that i must pass this test,
so just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself
he says close your eyes
sometimes it helps
and then i get a scary thought
that his here means
he's never lost

And you can't see my heart beating,
you can't see it through my chest,
and i'm terrified,
but i'm not leaving,
know that i must pass this test,
so just pull the teigger,

As my life flashes
before my eyes
i'm wondering will i
ever see another sunrise?
so many won't get
the chance to say goodbye
bit it's too late to think
up the value of my life

And you can't see my heart beating,
you can't see it throught my chest,
and i'm terrified
but i'm not leaving
know that i must pass this test,

And you can't see my heart beating,
you can't see it through my chest,
and i'm terrified
but i'm not leaving,
know that i must pass this test
so just pull the trigger

xoxo,
Pam

2009-12-02T22:39:00.000-08:00

i am just lying
to myself when i say i don't
love you
i keep on telling ppl i miss him
when i am missing you
so that they won't know

i can't stop thinking
how can you just move like that
when you were
the one who said
forever and always

you have moved on
and get an girlfriend and all
but i can't even take
a step forward

i'm not gonna lie
to my heart anymore
ILOVEYOU
and that is true

xoxo,
pam

pic. of me and my Friends hope you enjoy it!

2009-12-01T22:30:00.000-08:00

so this are just some of my
friends and there are some pic. of me
so i hope you liked all of this plc.

xoxo,
Pam

not happy with my new hair

2009-11-17T02:22:00.000-08:00

I'm super sad
my hair is not right at all
and my Prom is coming
i am having a Bad hair month
and it SUCKSS
my hair is not going t
he way i want it to

God plz Help ME.................

xoxo,
Pam

My Sweet 16

2009-11-14T00:07:00.000-08:00

If you want to see the Pics. than go from
Down to Up
and read my Post go from
Up to Down
plz and thank you
:D
Time for me to
EAT!!!
Me and Grace

My Church Friends!!!!! <3>
My Brother

My Brother and Me....

My Mummy and
Me....

My Mummy
and Me

Time for me to cut the
CAKE.....

Still Singing :D
It's a long song

everybody was singing
Happy Birthday
to ME!!!!!

Me and my Birthday cake

( this photos are from my friend the ones i took isn't here yet ok so school babes wait fort he photo ok thanks )

so anyway my birthday i didn't
really had a good day
i cried on this day :(
but wadever my friends
brought back my mood
so THANK YOU SO MUCH
i didn't even look nice on my birthday :(
i really had no mood for a PARTY or a BIRTHDAY..............
but wadever i
still had a hell lot
of FUN :D
xoxo,
Pam

can't wait

2009-11-01T22:41:00.000-08:00

so i can't wait for my Party
i haven't call my school friends yet
but i call all of my church friends
even the BOYS

so anyway i had to call Mr. Bump
to my party cause i HAD TO.......
i that just SUCKS
when i went and call him
for the party he act ALOT
no really he ACT ALOT!!!!!!!!!!
he was with his friends ( who are also my friends)
he stand like big F**K you know
he ACT ONLY
i didn't even want him to come
BUT never mine just call
be a NICE PERSON
but a JACK ASS ACT ONLY
i can not take it
i feel like killing him
if only i can
I WILL REALLY KILL HIM
i can not stand him at all

i can think of all the ways this party
can go so wrong
and i don't want it to
go wrong
(Oh Lord everything should be fine nothing should go Wrong PLZZZ)
oh ya i'm not gonna
have any theme...........

xo
Pam

can't wait

2009-10-29T22:59:00.000-07:00

i can't wait for my birthday
i am gonna have a

Pamela's
Pink
Purple
Party

hahahaha
i know very la la right
but who cares is my birthday Party
so i can have wadever theme i want
hahaha

so whoever is coming has to wear
Pink or Purple
i have to do alot of work
for the party
i have to start calling my friends
and tell them where is it wad must
they wear how to come

:)

i can't wait i have to go get myself
something to wear i thinking something
hhmmmm girly hahahahaha
the party is gonna be super girly :)

xoxo,
Pam

all i can

2009-10-21T03:47:00.000-07:00

all i can do
is say sorry
how should i know that he wants
to work it out
he just said that he want to
bring me back home,
i know he was there
when i needed someone
but he knows
i just want to be his friend
and thats all
and he acts like that
that is just not right
you are seeing his part only
cause you are talking to him
but you didn't
talk to me abt this
did you ask me how i feel
it's ok, you don't have to
but i just wanted you
to understand both of our sides
not just one

nevermine ok it's ok
just forget about this
ok
i never ask you to come
and talk to me
abt this
but i am asking you to
know that i am really am SORRY
and now it is all up to you
if you want to believe me
i thought you will really
know how SORRY i am
even after writing this
song just for US, just for YOU,
but i guess i was wrong
hey i song can't chang
anything right
hey you not the only one
who thought this was lame,
wad was i thinking, :)
but Ghurl13 you should know
how much i love you
i will always ALWAYS love
the same as than, now and forever
i think i have said wad i want to say
sing wad i want to sing
so now it is all
up to YOU..........

pam

Don't Wanna by: Me ( Pamela Vijay)

2009-10-19T21:02:00.000-07:00

Now that he is back
in the picture
i know that we
can't work it out
cause everytime i try
i just end up loseing
just end up looseing you

** Don't wanna leave you
I Don't wanna loose you
It feels like i'm so lost
Now i can't even
find my way
I can feel it
No I can't take it
you are going
And i have to stay

i see him taking
you away from me
you see me just
not making this work
and because of this
i am gonna loose
a friend that i
will never get
and you know
that too

** Don't wanna leave you
I Don't wanna loose you
It feels like i'm so lost
Now i can't even
find my way
I can feel it
No I can't take it
you are going
And i have to stay

i know how much
you love him and
you know how much
i love you
so if i want you i should want this
i'm sorry for being
a Bitch on a Saturday
so i'm gonna make this work
But, i'm only doing
this for you and only you
not for me and you should know
not for him, just for you

** Don't wanna leave you
I Don't wanna loose you
It feels like i'm so lost
Now i can't even
find my way
I can feel it
No I can't take it
you are going
And i have to stay

i want this now
cause i want you
my Friend, ya my Friend
thats who you are to me
even when the world
comes to an end also
you will be the friend
that i can only
try to be

** Don't wanna leave you
I Don't wanna loose you
It feels like i'm so lost
Now i can't even
find my way
I can feel it
No I can't take it
you are going
And i have to stay...............

ok this song is for my Friend
you know who
i made this song just for you
and only you
ppl can think i am
lame, i have no life or wadever
but i don't care abt them
and i want you to know i
SORRY and ILOVEYOU
i want everyone to know that
i will doing anything for my friends
cause i love them alot
so ya
i got to go now
so bye

xoxo,
Pam

too much to take IN

2009-10-19T03:22:00.000-07:00

hey everyone, hows life?
<>
ok today was Lynnzz sweet 16 Birthday
so we when and eat it was so fun
she didn't see it coming at all
well, it was a Suprise Birthday Party
so it was so fun
i was SUPER HAPPY TO SEE ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!!
i miss them alot so ya so anyway
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNNNZZZ.....
>
i went to suhee's house
for Deepavali it was nice
the food was SUPER!!!
hahaha........
so everyone who came looked super NICE
>
i went to Tivya's house
for Deepavali is was good
the food again was SUPER
alot of things happen on this day
which wasn't good
i was in WRONG also
and i'm SORRY for that my FRIENDS....
>
ok i'm sorry for how i was in
Tivya's house i'm sorry i wasn't myself
i know i was WILD and GONE GONE
i SUPER sorry for that
i don't know why i was like that
was it because i didn't sleep the whole night
or was it because i was not myself
wadever it is
i am asking you'll to
FORGIVE..........
I'M SUPER SORRY!!!!!!!!
>
i know you are angry
but you don't want to show
well, i SUPER SORRY ok
i really am
well, i know you need time
i will give to all the time you want
cause i really want you Super Badly
i don't know wad i will do if i Loose you
or any one of you'll
i am REALLY REALLY SORRY
and one more thing
don't stay angry with me for long
cause i don't know when i will
go (LIKE DIE)
so ya plz
make it fast
xoxo,
Pam

:)

2009-10-14T21:56:00.000-07:00

:) in my own world :)

Well, everything is ok with
my MOM and DAD
so that is good
:D
so anyway i MISS my FRIENDS
well i can see them in
Suhee's house cause ahe is having open
house and ahe called everyone
i think....... :)

so i can't wait :D
i MISS them so much
i can't wait to see them :D
<3
so i will tell you wad happens
in her house
more updates will come :D
till then..........
it is

xoxo,
Pam

i hate you

2009-10-08T21:41:00.000-07:00

i HATE my MOTHER and FATHER........
no really i REALLY HATE them
i can not go here i can go there than where only can i go you tell me
this really SUCK......
they really SUCK........
i am really not gonna talk to
them no really
i REALLY DON'T WAN TO TALK THEM
they just SUCK
i can not go out with my FRIENDS
if i go than i MOTHER has to come with me
wad FUCK is this la
i am FUCKING HELL 16
one day i am gonna run out of my house

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

they are just so fuck you know
no really they are
i can not take it
they are SUPER FUCK la
FUCK IT la

i can not go out with my FRIENDS
at all :( :'(
I DON'T WANT TO LOOSE MY FRIENDS
I KNOW I AM GONA LOOSE THEM
CAUSE OF MY MOTHR AND FATHER
AND I DON'T WANT TO LOOSE THEM
this is so FUCK

the last day of school was yes.
i GONNA MISS ALL MY FRIENDS
like alot
i am gonna miss them alot
i don't know how am i gonna be
without seeing their face
evveryDAY
i am REALLY GONNA MISS THEM
i LOVE everyone of my FRIENDS
like everyone......
ILOVEYOU!

xoxo,
Pam

BYE FOR THE LAST TIME..........

2009-10-06T02:24:00.000-07:00

i had it with you............... Mr. Bump
no REALLY......

i know i was using you to
forget Mr. Small( a guy that i like for 3 years when on with 10 months and ..... still loving him)
but i gave you alot of LOVE ok ALOT..........
but all you did was LIE to me........

THANKS ALOT

i never lie to you at all
ok la only one time that was when
when grace was with me and than i say she wasn't.............
i know you forget already
don't have to try to THINK
you always forget wad i say wad RIGHT

you think being a SWEET TALKER is good

THINK AGAIN
no really
THINK AGAIN
you lie abt this abt that
wad you say is not a LIE
you just suck ok

REALLY

I'M DONE WITH YOU
Pam

TOO MUCH DRAMA FOR ONE DAY!!!!

2009-09-30T00:31:00.000-07:00

i am CRYING...........
you are CRYING.........
and she is CRYING.........

so ya i and MR.BUMP
are OVER
it SUCK but i know
its for GOOD
and for MR.BUMP
i know you are reading this
i think we are better as FRIENDS
and i know you KNOW that too
this is BEST for BOTH of US
and one more thing don't think
i was playing with your HEART...
cause i WASN'T ok.....
i know you will
find the RIGHT girl
just keep LOOKING........
xoxo,
Pam

SCHOOL............

2009-09-23T05:02:00.000-07:00

this is wad i did in school
i was so FREE that
i had nothing else to do...........

these are only
some of the pic.
there are still any MORE.............

xoxo,
Pam

Something about you is so ADDICTIVE

2009-09-20T20:42:00.000-07:00

Hard as i TRY,
I know I can't QUIT,
Something about you is so ADDICTIVE,
We're falling TOGETHER,
You think that by now I KNOW,
Cause here we GO, GO, GO, AGAIN

xoxo,
PAM

IT FEELS RIGHT

2009-09-17T03:27:00.000-07:00

Oh My God
Mr.Bump is just super cute la
like super
he is wad a
girls wants
when i am with him i am
like in my own world
where i am the
PRINCESS and he is the PRINCE..............

now i know how LOVE feels like
and i am liking how it makes me FEEL.................
i don't care how u LOOK........
i just care about your HEART..........

you have a Smile that
can light up my hole WORLD...........

I LOVE YOU........
MR.BUMP...........

xoxo,
Pam

i'm in LOVE

2009-09-10T01:14:00.000-07:00

i feel like this is RIGHT,
i hope this is,
i see how much u LOVE me.
IS JUST SOOOO,
i don't think i can get anyone like YOU,
hahahaha
lol
i was a girl who never
forget the guy who
i like for 3 years
when on with 10 months
and was still loving him
but now i feel like
u are the right one
THANK YOU for
being there for me
even when i
didn't even think abt u
i see the things u do for me
makes me want to CRY.......
THANK YOU SO MUCH
love ya :) :D
xoxo,
Pam

Selena Gomez- Falling Down

2009-09-06T03:33:00.000-07:00

You walk and talk like you're some new sensation
You move in circles you don't need an invitation
You spend you money you can't get no satisfaction
You play it right so you can getthe right reaction

It won't be long my darling
Pick up the phone, nobody's on it
Where are your friends now, baby
Aren't they the ones supposed to be there
YOU!
You're falling downThe world starts spinning out
YOU!
You're falling down Now it is not all about
YOU!
You're falling down You know i will be around
You're falling down
FALLING DOWN!!!

What kinda place when you look into the mirror
The truth is blurry but the lies are getting clearer
Your eyes are fixed
Your smile is so elastic
You gave me roses but they're all just made of plastic

It won't be long my darling Pick up the phone,
nobody's on it Where are your friends now, baby
Aren't they the ones supposed to be there
YOU!
You're falling downThe world starts spinning out
YOU!
You're falling down Now it is not all about
YOU!
You're falling down
You know i will be around
You're falling down
FALLING!!!

Smile for the camera Everybody's looking at you
Smile for the camera They're all about to trash you
Smile for the camera Camera, Camera
Smile for the camera Who's gonna catch you

YOU!
YOU!

You're falling downThe world starts spinning out
YOU!
You're falling down Now it is not all about
YOU!
You're falling down You know i will be around
You're falling down

Smile for the camera Everybody's looking at you
Smile for the camera They're all about to trash you

xoxo,
Pam

hhhmmmmm

2009-09-06T01:51:00.000-07:00
YOUR ONE LOOK
MADE MY WHOLE YEAR!!!!!!!!!

xoxo,
Pam

He Moved On...........

2009-09-04T03:06:00.000-07:00
hey :( ,

life just sucks ok
the guy that
i liked for 3 years
when on with for 10 months
and still loving him till NOW

MOVED ON........
he just got himself
a LIFE-GIRL.......
and it sucks

i just feel like crying
but i can't
and i don't want to

:(
:(
:(
:(
:(

i even wanted a Tattoo
that says sth about both of us

HTIS JUST SUCKS.............

i can't believe that
this is really happening >_<

:(
:(
:(
:(
:(

God this can't happen to me

ahahaha this is just so F**k
you know

i tied moving on
but i can't
and i don't want to

HOW AM I TO MOVE ON IN LIFE
WHEN HE IS MY LIFE
WHEN HE IS ALL THAT I AM
WHEN HE IS ALL THAT I WANTED
WHEN HE WAS ALL THAT I HAVE

:( pam :(

2009-08-30T23:39:00.000-07:00
....... did u forget that i was even alive

did forget everything we ever had

did u forget did u forget about me.......................

somewhere we when wrong our love is like a song

but u won't sing along

u foegotten about us.........

pam

life life life

2009-08-25T04:06:00.000-07:00
i'm the one
who has to die
when it's time for
me to die,
so let me
LIVE my LIFE,
the WAY i WANT to

xoxo,
Pam

I WANT MY HEART BACK

2009-08-20T04:03:00.000-07:00
this really suck
i want u back
like now
i was a JACK ASS to let u go
when i was 13
i let u go
and NOW
I WANT U BACK LIKE NOW :(

this really SUCKS i just want
my HEART BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!:(
:(
:(
:(
:(

"
I NEED U
I WANT U
I MISS U
I LOVE U
GOD!!!!
I JUST GOT TO HAVE U BACK :(
:(
:(
:(
:(
:(
can't u see that
i can't live
without u
that is no AIR AT ALL
:(
:(
:(
:(
:(
PLZ COME BACK
I REALLY NEED U
LIKE REALLY
:(
:(
:(
:(
:(
THIS JUST SUCK OK
LIKE REALLY
"

i am SUPER LOST NOW
:(
:(
:(
:(
:(

"
i tried to forget u
but i can't
i really thought i
can move on
but i can't
i thought that i can
fall in LOVE
with someone else
but i can't
i tried to do things
without u
but i can't
can't u see that i super lost
like really

"

this really really
REALLY SUCKS

xoxo :( :( :( :(
pam:(
:(
:(
:(
:(
:(
:(

EXAMS

2009-08-17T01:00:00.000-07:00
OMG

EXAMS ARE HERE

so i have to get ready
i have to open the
book and
put same things in my head.......

i know this is one of the things
i don't do but i have too............

it is not u it is me

2009-08-09T21:12:00.000-07:00
* ( in black is me and in the red is my friend Lachme) *

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
hey

Ghurl13 says:
hey babe
what are hating now hah??

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
how r r

Ghurl13 says:
i'm okayyy

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
myself la
who else
i suck wad

Ghurl13 says:
cause of what ya doing to lalala boy hah?

Little Miss Drama Queen says:

Ghurl13 says:
isit?

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
cause of everything in my life

Ghurl13 says:
than say whats up??
say?
isnt lalala boy chatting with ya?

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
is just that my life sucks
and no
i didn't add him

Ghurl13 says:
i'm asking you why?????////

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
and i don't want to

Ghurl13 says:
you deleted him?
LOL

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
no i never added him at all

Ghurl13 says:
ohhh
okayy than

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
idk la i just don't feel like myself

Ghurl13 says:
please think and tell me why i wanna know
cause i know i am the cause of it

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
no

Ghurl13 says:
dont tell me i'm not

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
it is not abt him

Ghurl13 says:
seriousle dont hah
than why you say i hate what i am doing all hah??

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
is i just hate myself for giving away heart when i was 12 and that suck cause there is no one to bring it back

Ghurl13 says:
LOL
babe
there was someone who wanted to show love to ya badly
but you dont want it cause it seems fast to you

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
but it is not the sae
same

Ghurl13 says:
and yup its the fact its the fact
what you mean not the same?
tell me pam
tell?

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
it is just not the same ok he is not the kind of guy i go for
ok

Ghurl13 says:
okayy babe whatever you said alright
i'm sorry to put ya in this position

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
no BABE YOU DIDN'T I PUT MYSELF IN TO IT
i could say no but i didn't
babe don't me plz I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

Ghurl13 says:
babe
i will never leave you darling
i love ya loadzz
i feel damn f type for putting you in this
i know
i did
you cant say no
cause you didnt know what was ya going to go through
you wanted to see how it goes first
i know you
okayy

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
I COULD SAY NO BUT I DIDN'T
i wanted to know how it feels like and it just don't feel the same at all

Ghurl13 just sent you a nudge.

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
it didn't even feel right
.
.
.
.
.

Ghurl13 says:
of what now??

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
i saw the pic for Irfanah's birthday
you'll look SUPER GOOD LA

Ghurl13 says:
hahahaz
what the hell
thanks babe
love ya loadzz
hahaz
sorry didnt see ya at tiong
,iss ya loadzz
*miss

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
ME TOO

Ghurl13 says:
hahahaz

Little Miss Drama Queen says:

Ghurl13 says:
babe what ya doing now hah?

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
posting my life on my blog y
u

Ghurl13 says:
ohhh
okayy
BABE!!!!!!
go and study
maths exams toms you know

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
hahahah
i will die

Ghurl13 says:
hahahahaz
what the hell
you got study or not??

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
no i never
u

Ghurl13 says:
wow
damn gooh hah you hahaz
i also never
i didnt even know

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
don't worrg we will come 1st in class

Ghurl13 says:
hahahahahahahaaha
what the hell
joking hah pam
you hah!!!!!!!

Little Miss Drama Queen winks:
Play "Laugh"

Ghurl13 says:
aiyooooooo
damn funny hah

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
u so cute la

Ghurl13 says:
wow

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
no no

Ghurl13 says:
aiyooooooooo
choooooooo cute hah
wow

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
u not cute u act cute

Ghurl13 says:
thanks hah

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
any time
my LOVE

Ghurl13 says:
LOL

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
ANYTHING FOR U

Ghurl13 says:
babe
can you do me a favour?
LOL
is going to b hard for ya

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
WAD

Ghurl13 says:
can you tell lalala boy
whatever is in your mind
please
even it hurts
its the truth

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
but i don't want to talk to him

Ghurl13 says:
and the truth is never good

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
i
fine ok will tell him

Ghurl13 says:
hmph
nah babe
no need

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
y

Ghurl13 says:
nothing
everytime
is i who ask ya to do

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
wad u talking

Ghurl13 says:
not your heart
nothing

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
KUNDI

Ghurl13 says:
PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
hahaha

Ghurl13 says:
funny

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
ya very

Ghurl13 says:
wow
damn funny man
OMG!!
i cant stop laughing man
arrrrrrgh

Little Miss Drama Queen winks:
Play "Laugh"

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
bitch la u

Ghurl13 says:
i know

Little Miss Drama Queen says:
hahahaah
jokes

xoxo,
Pamela

LIVE your LIFE

2009-07-20T02:57:00.000-07:00

20 years from now,
you will be more
disappointed by
the things you
didn't do
than by the ones
you did do

So...........

EXPLORE.......

DREAM........

DISCOVER.......

xoxo,
Pam

?????

2009-07-16T05:14:00.000-07:00
????????????
????????????
????????????
"WOW my life is so FUN"
????????????
????????????
????????????
i don't know wad to do
????????????
????????????
????????????
hhhhmmmm
???????????
can someone tell me wad to do
???????????
???????????
???????????
ok fine than don't tell me ok
i don't want to know ok
i don't need u
???????????
???????????
???????????

?? xoxo???
Pam

LOVE vs HURT 3

2009-07-14T23:35:00.000-07:00
3 words
8 letters
say it,
and
i'm YOURS

xoxo,
Pam

LOVE vs HURT 2

2009-06-18T01:32:00.000-07:00
LOVE

HURTS

if you are alwats looking for
REASONS not to be with someone,
well you'll will always find them,
and i guess at the same POINT
you should let go and give
your HEART wad it
DESERVES...................

don't CRY for a GUY
let a guy CRY for YOU
cause girls Give and Forgive,
but a guys Gets and Forgets..............

at this moment there are
6,470,818,671 ppl in the world.
Six Billion ppl, Six Billion souls
and sometimes,
all you need is just
ONE....................

xoxo,
Pam

OH MY WORD

2009-06-15T10:25:00.000-07:00
i am living with ppl who don't belive me at all
i do so much for them and they
still don't belive me
they don't let me go here
don't let me go there

than where only i can go
i wanted to go to Vivo
for the FASHION SHOW
my first ever FASHION SHOW
and they don't me to go
OMG i am 16 you know but some
10 year old kid

i do so much for them
i gave my HEART, my LOVE and my LIFE away
all for who?
all for this ppl i'm living with
now who is going to get him back for me
who is going to get my HEART, LOVE and LIFE
this ppl don't care
all they do is just shout at me infront of everyone

and i leave him in the time when he needs me most
leave him for who?
this ppl i am leaving with................

god plz plz plz HELP ME
WHO IS GOING TO GET HIM
BACK FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxo,
Pam

LOVE vs HURT 1

2009-06-11T22:11:00.000-07:00

START

END

OR FOREVER

WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE AND
THEY BREAK YOU HEART
DON'T GIVE UP ON LOVE
HAVE FAITH RESTART......

cause the day i thought
i will never be through
i got over you.........

NOW THAT I HAVE YOU NEXT TO ME
EVERYTHING IS HOW IT SHOULD BE
BABY DON'T FIGHT THE FEELING
BABY JST KEEP ON MOVING WITH ME...............
xoxo,
Pam

ME AND ME ONLY

2009-06-08T23:45:00.001-07:00

ME AND ONLY ME

xoxo,
Pam

LOVE vs HURT

2009-06-08T23:41:00.001-07:00
FIRST..........
END...............

LOVE vs HURT

2009-06-08T23:14:00.000-07:00

should i smile cause
we are friends....
or cry cause thats
all we will
BE
i could walk away from
anyone i ever knew
but i can't walk away
FROM YOU
it's funny how someone
can break your heart
and you still love them
with all of the
LITTLE PIECES
xoxo,
Pam

FASHION IN ME

2009-06-03T02:21:00.000-07:00
EVERYDAY IS A FASHION SHOW
&
AND THE WORLD IS YOUR RUNWAY............

xoxo,
Pam

long time no see

2009-06-03T02:09:00.000-07:00
hey everyone hows life
how it is fine
well my life is good now
sorry for the late update
cause my computer wasn't working well
so ya
well exam is kind of over
but is is going to come back again
but for this exam i just did
i did bad i did super bad
i myself could not belive it
i got to start pulling myself up
if i want to go to NAFA..............

i would like to tell everyone sth
USE FACEBOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xoxo,
Pam

hey

2009-05-26T21:11:00.000-07:00
sorry for the late update
my computer is spoiled
so anyway my exams are OVER!!!!!!!
i happy that is over but not for the results
i don't know wad my father is going to say
about my results i know he is going to be SUPER MAD
but i don't care i think.........................
well everything in life is not so ok...........................

hhhhmmmmmm school is going to close
and i am going to MISS ALL OF MY FRIENDS
well ok than i have to go see
you'll ASAP
well i hope my computer gets ASAP repair :(

pic of ITE and SWEET 16 PARTY

2009-04-12T23:54:00.000-07:00
SUGANES, ZULLAIHAH AND ME

Pillow fight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it was so fun
the birthday girl is showing her moves
( she is the best dancer ever)

ITE ( ME)

LOOK AT ALL OF US WE ALL LOOK GOOD

ZULLAIHAH AND ME
xoxo,
Pam

ITE and SWEET 16 PARTY

2009-04-12T23:45:00.000-07:00
hey for last whole week i
when to ITE Clementi
with my class for some school thing
it was ok
but the last day was very nice cause all of us
was wearing home Cloths it is not a big thing
but everyone looked very very very GOOD

oh ya Saturday Lachme had her birthday party
is was so so fun i had a good time there
my friends all danced and all it was so fun
her party was the party of the year...........
HAPPY SWEET 16.........

Family Picnic

2009-03-15T23:52:00.000-07:00
Look At Our Hot Car

my whole Church went to
the Beach yesterday
it was so Fun even when it was Raining
Me and my Friends ( Grace, Aive and Candy)
we'll Danced for this children song
ppl said it was Nice
i forgot alot of steps
but still it was Fun
the only Sad thing happen
was that
Grace's Father hurt his hand
so he had to go to the Hospital
i hope he is Ok
so that was the only Sad thing
that happen
everything else was Fine and Fun
and i want to do it Again
i can't Want for the next Family Picnic

xoxo,
Pamela

IN LOVE and girls night out pic.

2009-03-13T04:12:00.000-07:00
cool hair

love is everywhere

i love PINK

love going no where

SO SWEET

LOVELOVELOVELOVE

EFL

2009-03-13T03:32:00.000-07:00
this three days was so so GOOD
besides the part where me and my brother fighting
but ya i loved this three days
EFL was so good the RMT came to my school for EFL
they were really GOOD
i will never forget the time i had there ( in school)
we talked about LOVE, FRIENDS and FAMILY.............
when we were talking about FAMILY everyone cried
even me all my friends also cried
so ya.........
i want to the RMT ppl to come again
xoxo,
PAMELA

my pic

2009-03-10T02:21:00.000-07:00
My House For Christmas

Grace and Me

For Christmas

birthday

2009-03-10T02:04:00.000-07:00
today,
my teacher Mr. Dill bought 8 pizzas
for the whole class to eat because
he made a deal that if no one use phones in
class for this 3 months, he will get us 10 pizzas
but today someone used phone in class and it was in front a teacher
so because of that we only got 8 pizza

and today is Farz's Birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARZ!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can't wait for this sunday my whole church
will be going to the Beach to have fun!!!!!!!!
it is going to be so so so so FUN i know it
my friends and i are going to take alot of pic
and we are also going to DANCE.........

xoxo,
Pamela

this is so not good

2009-03-03T02:17:00.000-08:00
hi i am going tell you sth that just happen
i am a Cheerleader in my school
so cheerleading is all i have without cheerleading
i have nothing, i am nothing
so this year is going to be my last year
in this school and last time being a cheerleader
everyone in my family ( mom, dad n bro )
knows that i am a Cheerleader they know
that i love being a cheerleader..........

so wad happen was when i was having
cheerleading my FATHER called me and ask me
where am i so i told i am having this this
and i am in this this place right now
than he when all crazy and angry on me
saying that i am not going go for cheerleading any more.........
but he knows how much i love being a cheerleader
and he still got angry with me and i don't even know WHY!!!!!!!!

so when i went home i didn't ask him anything
i was just i my room
so today or trm i am going to have a talk with
my dad about cheerleading and i hope he will change his mind
and let me in

but i still need to ask GOD's to help
because my dad is not a easy person to talk to so,
I HOPE GOD HELPS ME
but i still don't know wad to say to my dad
so if you do pls help me by writing on my tagbox
so i hope you will help me

xoxo,
Pam

my pic

2009-02-28T03:25:00.001-08:00

I AM TOO SHORT

meet my BOYFRIEND

AVIE and her COOL FRIEND

SHE WANTS TO EAT

i don't like HSM but ya

GRACE!

GRACE looks so cute i look like a ??????

hi

2009-02-28T03:00:00.000-08:00
hey ppl hows life i hope it is fine
cheerleading on friday was so so so GOOD
it was so fun but on wednesday was so so not good for me
CA1 is coming i hope i will pass all my exams

me and Grace after Subway it was so
we took pic infront of everyone and they
thought that we were Crazy!

IT WAS SO FUN SHE MADE MY DAY

xoxo,
SashaPam

hey

2009-02-20T20:14:00.000-08:00
every one hows life thanks to my friend i have a new skin
thank you Suganes after a long time i am going for this thing called
Teens class ( something to do with church) so i can't wait to go
i know it is going to be very fun so lets see how it goes
i want to show u some pic of ME and my FRIENDS

hey

2009-02-20T20:13:00.000-08:00

hey

2009-02-13T00:04:00.000-08:00
hey everyboby this is my new blog blog has chang alot it is so hard to use
i hope you will like wad i have to say my life is not very fun
but i love my life because of my FRINDS
they make my life so fun that i want to live very second
in this blog i am going to tell you all of my ups and downs...........
So I Hope You Will Like This Blg <3